[That answer again. Nathan's starting to calm down. He still feels wretched and guilty but...he's said it. That counts for something.]
i thought she felt the same way about me she said it in those same words anyway and then just fuckin nothing out of nowhere she didn't care anymore
i wouldn't ever ask her to be anyone else or to want to be with me but sometimes i think about how i told her one time i'd change stop being such a goddamn shithead all the time
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[That answer again. Nathan's starting to calm down. He still feels wretched and guilty but...he's said it. That counts for something.]
i thought she felt the same way about me
she said it in those same words anyway
and then just fuckin nothing out of nowhere
she didn't care anymore
i wouldn't ever ask her to be anyone else or to want to be with me
but sometimes i think about how i told her one time i'd change
stop being such a goddamn shithead all the time
i didn't change
maybe that's what's really on me